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  <pubDate>Fri, 25 Dec 2009 10:50:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>he.</title>
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  <description>i don&apos;t know what i saw in him...&lt;br /&gt;he brightens my day, clouds over my reason,&lt;br /&gt;makes me smile, makes me cry.&lt;br /&gt;he sometimes tear pieces of my heart&lt;br /&gt;and i would swear not to talk to him...&lt;br /&gt;.....then i&apos;ll see his smile, and feel his warm hand on mine...&lt;br /&gt;he melts my heart. oh stupid heart.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 06 Aug 2009 03:51:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Writer&apos;s Block</title>
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  Aia! The most difficult question ever! hahah! I love desserts and I don&apos;t think I have a favorite one...hmmm let&apos;s see, I&apos;ll try to answer by &amp;quot;Type&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cake: Cheesecakes, chocolate marjolaine, chocolate mousse, Mary Grace&apos;s chocolate cake&lt;br /&gt;Pies: This pie at Fleur de liz make--thin crust, with chocolate base lining the crust and then fresh strawberries yummeh! banoffie pie&lt;br /&gt;Pinoy: Leche flan and macapuno&lt;br /&gt;Chocolates: all except white chocolates and the ones with mint or cinnamon&lt;br /&gt;Icecream: chocolate almond fudge, chocolate truffles, strawberry&lt;br /&gt;Crepes!&lt;br /&gt;Cookies: chewy chocolate chip &lt;br /&gt;Other Pastries:&amp;nbsp;muffin- chocolate,blueberry, whatever hahah; coffee bun, Mary Grace&apos;s cheese bread...heck! all desserts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....oooh what else? I don&apos;t know..I can&apos;t think straight because my gastric juices are being secreted at a maximum level because I&apos;m thinking of food! yay!....gotta have good dessert!&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 07:26:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;unfitted&quot;</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Someone just came and took our measurements for suits... Yep, you read it right... A suit! Grown up clothes! It&apos;s my first time getting a suit and I was asked certain questions that I don&apos;t know the answer to...like &quot;what pocket you want for your pants?&quot;, &quot;2 buttons or 3?&quot; (referring to the blazer), &quot;pants style? Blazer length? Length from the waist and crotch?&quot; gaaah! I DON&apos;T KNOW! I should&apos;ve read on it first huh?? Everything was alien to me, not like Victor who knew what he wants. I watch in awe while he specified the particular style he wanted, heck, even the leg width etc... Wow! Oh, and the measurement itself wasn&apos;t a picnic! The tailor announced my measurements like it was an important public notice sheesh!!! It&apos;s so unfair that he has to take it on my premenstrual post sadness post pig out week phase hahah! I&apos;m fat!! Geez!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;Posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/&quot;&gt;LiveJournal.app&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 05:24:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Idle mind</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;I don&apos;t know. I keep listening to Urbandub&apos;s Anthem for the past few days, maybe because I get it now. Heheh...Moving forward...I&apos;m duty again tomorrow, hay...it&apos;s ok because Wednesday is a holiday. Sana it&apos;ll be just like last saturday. The highlight of my duty? When my bessie sent me a MMS heheh kakatuwa! Hay! I haven&apos;t seen her in a loooong time! Kakamiss! I also miss my arte girls... I think the last time we went out was 2months ago sheesh! It was fun though heheh..... Di bale, we&apos;ll go out again and I&apos;ll probably introduce them to my new friend heheh.... Hay! Bagal ng oras!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go home!!!!!!&quot;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;Posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/&quot;&gt;LiveJournal.app&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 03:10:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>new month...moving forward.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 0, 0);&quot;&gt;Anthem&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small;&quot;&gt;Urbandub&lt;br /&gt;Album: Under Southern Lights&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m mapping the routes to take&lt;br /&gt; Preparing ways for quiet&lt;br /&gt; and some proper conversation&lt;br /&gt; when everything is seen so clearly now&lt;br /&gt; I&amp;rsquo;d like to think&lt;br /&gt; We can be honest with ourselves&lt;br /&gt; Sleepless nights&lt;br /&gt; When your memory consumed me&lt;br /&gt; But they all have been long gone&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m so much more&lt;br /&gt; Than what you cared to see&lt;br /&gt; You drove me away&lt;br /&gt; Now I can move forward&lt;br /&gt; Move forward&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;Missed chance and mistakes&lt;br /&gt; How were we to know&lt;br /&gt; That it would end when we began?&lt;br /&gt; The times we&amp;rsquo;ve wasted&lt;br /&gt; Will never return again&lt;br /&gt; Sleepless nights&lt;br /&gt; When your memory consumed me&lt;br /&gt; Move forward&lt;br /&gt; There&amp;rsquo;s no time and no name&lt;br /&gt; Here for us now&lt;br /&gt; I&amp;rsquo;m sorry but we&amp;rsquo;re much too late&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;Move forward&lt;/p&gt;*****&lt;br /&gt;Sakto. Moving forward. Loved this song the first time I heard it, love it still. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2009 15:17:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>dramachine</title>
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  <description>i&apos;ve been listening to Sugarfree lately...so sad. so emo. so many things to write about. hay. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe next time. my soul is tired.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 12:34:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>today...</title>
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  <description>- I woke up early today and had a great breakfast...i wasn&apos;t even sleepy or moody when I woke up&lt;br /&gt;- I commuted to work because it&apos;s Monday, color coding si papa&lt;br /&gt;- while waiting for my OR, I listened to Fiona Apple&apos;s version of &amp;quot;Across the Universe&amp;quot; while looking out the window and watching the rain...nice emo moment!&amp;nbsp;perfect soundtrack! hahah&lt;br /&gt;- I had KFC&amp;nbsp;for lunch, and the best part was it was free!&lt;br /&gt;- I smiled a lot even though I really didn&apos;t feel like doing it&lt;br /&gt;- Doc LIssa came to visit us at the office after her OB check-up...It was nice seeing her, I almost hugged her when I saw her heheh. She&apos;s blooming, one of the prettiest preggies I&apos;ve seen&lt;br /&gt;- I had iced coffee at Johnny&apos;s. It&apos;s been a long time since we last hanged out at Johnny&apos;s. There&apos;s nothing really special about the iced coffee there, but the time spent there, with the stories of laughter and heartbreak (heartbreak? may ganung stories ba?), that&apos;s what makes it wonderful.&lt;br /&gt;- I thought I was going to have dinner with Gemenese. Heck, I can&apos;t even remember the last time I saw her. I was excited to catch up with her, and talk about life and Lola, my Godchild. But we had to reschedule (again) because Lola got sick...oh and it&apos;s raining cows and goats. I guess Jay and Silent Bob has to strike back next time.&lt;br /&gt;- I took the jeep and FX home...I didn&apos;t take the cab because I wanted to walk in the rain hehehe&lt;br /&gt;- I saw a monk. A real monk. He was wearing a brown smock/frock what ever you call it, complete with a hood and brown leather sandals...the only thing exceptional was that he was wearing blue jeans underneath heheh...I didn&apos;t know monks wear jeans. &lt;br /&gt;- I loved the rain. Wait, I&apos;ve always loved the rain. I get to think and write when it rains. I&apos;ve written a lot of&amp;nbsp; verses and stories during rainy days...I don&apos;t know why. Probably because it brings out memories, both sweet and sad, memories that happened on days when it wasn&apos;t raining. &lt;br /&gt;- I shared my umbrella with a stranger, well, for a couple of minutes. &lt;br /&gt;- I wanted hugs but didn&apos;t get any. pathetic little me.&lt;br /&gt;- I am listening to Sugarfree songs. It reminds me of the good old days. Days of unrequited love, suitor treating you like a princess, endless conversations with my bestfriend, chasing crushes, allowance, nike presto sneakers, Fazoli&apos;s, rain jackets, gigs, rockstar tshirt...and the list goes on...far from well, today.&lt;br /&gt;- I felt like writing. &lt;br /&gt;- I realized today was special...everyday is special, but I just don&apos;t get to appreciate them everyday.&lt;br /&gt;- I am grateful to Him, because He gave me another day. Praise Jah.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 11:48:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>verse from my journal</title>
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  <description>***something i wrote when it was raining....wala lang...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;flower.&lt;br /&gt;I looked up and smiled, and there he was...&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;d hold my hand and won&apos;t let go&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;d give me butterfly kisses and I&apos;d blush&lt;br /&gt;His hug, the most comforting thing.&lt;br /&gt;He carries my books and reads my journal&lt;br /&gt;Listens to my music while he scratches his head.&lt;br /&gt;To the sound of a perfect jam, we danced in the moonlight.&lt;br /&gt;He hands me his hanky when I sneeze&lt;br /&gt;Makes me roll with laughter when I&apos;m sad&lt;br /&gt;He never wanted to see me frown, because he said my smile makes his day.&lt;br /&gt;But he never said how he felt. &lt;br /&gt;I talked to a star, and asked for him to give me a flower. &lt;br /&gt;A flower that will tell me how he felt. He never did.&lt;br /&gt;Precious illusion, that&apos;s all he was. Just like the ones before him, and probably the one after him.</description>
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  <lj:music>sugarfree- dramachine album</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jul 2009 14:21:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i talk about....</title>
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  <description>i had the best time hanging out with myself last Friday...I had a strawberry crunch cheesecake at banapple, and then had a crispy chicken and pepper sandwich to go, that I ate at home. lovely!&amp;nbsp;me, a cheesecake and the rain...sweet! the only thing that ruined it for me was the traffic...the cab ride home was too expensive...more expensive than my cheesecake! sheesh!&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just had my hair fixed today...now i think I look like a tooth again...or a lego girl...hahah! for anyone who&apos;s known me since my &amp;quot;sugarfree wrote the ost for my life story&amp;quot; days, my hair&apos;s been notorious for having a life of it&apos;s own...well, now it&apos;s dead, limp, volume-less...which is actually good for me since it still looks fairly &amp;quot;normal&amp;quot; on it&apos;s uber limp stage (my normal hair is afro-ish). ayun. i spent a good few hours in the salon din...i like going to the salon by myself because i get some alone time, not that i don&apos;t have enough, but also, i get to decide if I wanted to look like a tooth or a lollipop hahah! I also like seeing people coming in with messed-up hair, and leave with a new &apos;do...make over right in front of your eyes...tapos you get to judge if it&apos;s bagay or not heheh...&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sometimes i let people pick on me, sometimes i let them criticize the things i like and don&apos;t mind them at all....and sometimes i just get furious and tell them off...like&amp;nbsp; care about what they think...they don&apos;t know better...heck!&amp;nbsp;don&apos;t they know who i am?!&amp;nbsp;huh! especially when it comes to my taste in music...eff talaga!&amp;nbsp;wag na wag mapintasan ang music ko ha...sheesh!!! now i&apos;m pissed!&lt;br /&gt;****</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 04 Jul 2009 13:08:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>OST II</title>
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  <description>Make You Smile- Plus 44: This is a sad song...ewan...a song about a person who can&apos;t have the person he likes...but he&apos;s content with just making her smile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Little Less 16 Candles...- Fallout Boy: About a guy who&apos;s been given a lot chances by this girl, pero hari sya ng sablay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Give It- Out Of Body Special: The ultimate ligaw song&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stellar- Incubus: the &amp;quot;this is it&amp;quot; song...my Bessie knows what I mean...hihihi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pardon Me- Incubus: Pardon me while I burst into flames, I&apos;ve had enough....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So Nice- Astrud Gilberto: Yes, yes...that&apos;l be so nice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hate that I love You- Rihanna: Was my song for a certain dork...hahah! shocks!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kwentuhan, Telepono, Mariposa- Sugarfree: Parts of my College Soundtrack...minsan kanta ko pa din...*sigh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greatest View- Silverchair: no need to explain. lovely song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Miss You Love- Silverchair: Emo!!! Reminds me of...highschool?? that old? grabe...kinikilig pa din ako everytime I hear this&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Woman- Maroon5: Kasama to ng &amp;quot;Stellar&amp;quot;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 08:18:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>OST</title>
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  <description>&amp;quot;OO&amp;quot;- UpDharma Down: This song has been a favorite since Clerkship. This is my song now. Well, some parts of the song...&amp;quot;di mo lang alam ako&apos;y iyong nasaktan...puro s&apos;ya na lang, sana ako naman....malas mo ikaw ang natipuhan ko&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Burnout&amp;quot;- Sugarfree: no need to explain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot; Insomnia&amp;quot;- Craig David: This song just reminds me of our latest arte night...reminds me of a good time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot; Make You Smile&amp;quot;- Plus 44: my song. &apos;nuff said...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;A New Tattoo&amp;quot;- Urbandub: Used to be my song for this person. Now, it&apos;s just a good song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Digital Love&amp;quot;- Daft Punk: I love dancing to this song, and I love what it says.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Bombtrack&amp;quot;- RATM: basta gusto ko to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ang Ating Araw&amp;quot;- Dicta License:&amp;nbsp;It talks about hope,....e sisikat muli ang ating araw....totoo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...next time na nga....</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 24 Jun 2009 08:10:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My head hurts</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Aia! It&apos;s been like this since Monday sheesh! Now it&apos;s localized at the right temporal area... Di naman siguro aneurysm to no? Hay gaaaaaaah!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;Posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/&quot;&gt;LiveJournal.app&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jun 2009 15:38:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>things</title>
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  <description>the universe really is the master. it&apos;s funny. it&apos;s tricky. and sometimes it raises you up so high then drop you...100% free fall.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s been a long time. i&apos;m good. still whole. almost lost someone err something...but i was easily reminded it wasn&apos;t mine in the first place. oh well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What have I been up to? I don&apos;t know.. All I know is I&apos;ve been smiling a lot lately, and it&apos;s good for my soul. I finally have learned to be somewhat content with what I have...slowly learning to appreciate the things around me...but like any warm-blooded creature...of course I&apos;ll never be completely content. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been talking on the phone a lot lately and it&apos;s fun, kind of reminiscent of high school and early college days, the days when conversations were real, and call waiting and conferences matter because of uber telebabads. It&apos;s fun. Makes me smile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of reminiscing... I live in my brother&apos;s room again (aka tatay&apos;s room)...I missed sleeping on the single pullout bed there. The room is pretty much the same, the bed still strategically placed just below the AC so when you lay there, you&apos;re face will be hit by the cool breeze of the AC. Sweet. I&apos;m sure every friend who has slept over knows what I&apos;m talking about...I sort of live there again because I rarely make it to my bed upstairs, especially when I&apos;m from duty. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My song lately: &amp;quot;New&amp;quot; - No Doubt. No need to explain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My baby pea pod got sick yesterday. Sinta said it&apos;s the &amp;quot;Black Screen of Death&amp;quot;...sakit sa puso. I was almost into tears when I realized it&apos;s batt wasn&apos;t drained, and there&apos;s still no screen display...blanko talaga ko...wala ako ibang maisip. It&apos;s a good thing Sinta calmed my nerves...well, a bit...it helps when your bestfriend knows about techie stuff talaga eh, and when she understands the feeling of panic over something being broken (kahit ang OA)...anyway, I immediately brought my baby to the power mac center...kahit na I was so tired from duty...it&apos;s like bringing your kid at the ER...that&apos;s how I felt...anyway, peapod just hanged...yun lang..I didn&apos;t feel silly bringing it to the mac center with the warranty papers etc...kahit na parang tanga...eh baby ko yun eh! Ayun. Hay shet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ooh. it&apos;s late. i have to go to bed. i have a long day tomorrow. literally. can&apos;t wait &apos;til monday! (from duty na kasi nun)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3 libras and so sick&apos;s (fob version) been playing on my playlist&amp;nbsp; a lot lately...it&apos;s like they&apos;re the only thing the shuffle picks up...weirrrrrd.</description>
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  <lj:music>3 libras- a perfect circle</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 14 May 2009 14:04:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>...FIRSTS...</title>
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  <description>I was browsing on facebook when I saw this, and being the survey sucker that I am....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Who was your FIRST prom date?&lt;br /&gt; wala&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?&lt;br /&gt; yes&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?&lt;br /&gt; tequila i think&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 4. What was your FIRST job? &lt;br /&gt; as a&amp;nbsp; physician- residency agad&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 5. What was your FIRST car?&lt;br /&gt; none yet =(&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?&lt;br /&gt; Daniel &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?&lt;br /&gt; myself, because i had a terrible abdominal pain&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?&lt;br /&gt; Ms. Lee&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?&lt;br /&gt; Sa airport hahaha&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 10. Who was your FIRST best friend &amp;amp; do you still talk?&lt;br /&gt; Ruby, my childhood bestfriend...di na gaano&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?&lt;br /&gt; Ate Cindy&apos;s&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?&lt;br /&gt; Si Millie...nagrounds kasi ako sa 2b&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?&lt;br /&gt; Ate Arlynn&apos;s I guess&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?&lt;br /&gt; Brushed my teeth&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?&lt;br /&gt; The Moffatts hahahaha&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 16. What was the FIRST record/tape/CD you bought?&lt;br /&gt; with my ow money?? Greenday Dookie tape&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 17. FIRST hospitalization?&lt;br /&gt; 4th or 5th grade because of high fever&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 18. FIRST foreign country you&apos;ve been to?&lt;br /&gt; sadly, wala pa&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?&lt;br /&gt; oh, i don&apos;t know...never ending story?&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 20. When was your FIRST detention?&lt;br /&gt; di uso yun sa Pinas...pinapalabas ka lang ng classroom...1st grade! hahaha notorious!&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 21. What did you do with your FIRST paycheck?&lt;br /&gt; spent it on food and a pair of shoes&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 22. When was the FIRST time you rode on a jeep?&lt;br /&gt; gradeschool&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 23. Your FIRST social networking site?&lt;br /&gt; mRIC or ICQ? counted ba un? hahaha...friendster&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; 24. Who FIRST invited you to Facebook?&lt;br /&gt; Liee</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:40:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>saturday of relief</title>
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  <description>lahat pala kami (well, liee, pwlo and I...ewan ko kay chris) were looking forward to last Saturday so much coz we were all harrassed at work last week ....well, this is what we did...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://s126.photobucket.com/albums/p88/lieeskiets/PostBirthday/?start=all&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline;&quot;&gt;pictures! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;worth it ang night out....I was sooo guilty to eat yesterday because of last Saturday, grabe! Transfat!&amp;nbsp;hahahah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>ratm- live and rare album</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Apr 2009 05:06:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Five cows</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Brownie cheesecake...that&apos;s what I&apos;m tripping on right now here at five cows while waiting for &quot;the dears&quot;. Mukhang matatagalan pa sila coz Pwlo&apos;s still at work... Kesa mapagod ako kakalakad eh I decided to chill here. I&apos;m so gonna ruin my appetite for dinner! I have yet to find out how many calories is there in a serving of brownie cheesecake...or not!!!! Ignorance is bliss baby! Hahah!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Dapat siguro umuwi na lang muna ko kanina  no? That way, I  don&apos;t have to walk around lugging all my things with me. Hay. But it&apos;s all good. I&apos;m sure the wait is worth it since I&apos;ll be hanging out with good friends in a while&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Oh goodie! Globe just gave me 50php worth of free  load! Sweet! &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Grabe, so this what happens if you have Intertnet access everywhere... Post galore hahah! My mind is empty now.... Well, not really... I just don&apos;t have anything in mind that I want or willing to share.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;Posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/&quot;&gt;LiveJournal.app&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 18 Apr 2009 05:52:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Greetings from the underworld...amp!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Finally! It&apos;s Saturday! I&apos;ve been looking forward to this day since Monday when Bessie  and I planned her month-long late birthday dinner. The week seemed long last Monday but when Thursday came and I made it through the morbidity and mortality conference in one piece, everything just flew by so fast! Lovely! I have a lot of things to look forward to today....I&apos;ll finally have a trodat (another long overdue stuff), I&apos;ll be able to go out and have fun, and the week is over! yay! I really don&apos;t care if I&apos;m on duty tomorrow, all I care about now is to have fun and how I&apos;m gonna fix my &quot;surgical cap&quot; hair hahah!&lt;br /&gt;Hay...I&apos;m starving...what to eat?? &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I also hope I&apos;m not gonna spend a lot of money coz I already have none heheh&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;Posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/&quot;&gt;LiveJournal.app&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:02:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Oh my!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Here I am right in the middle of endorsement.....POSTING ON MY LJ!!! Hehehe. I couldn&apos;t care less coz I&apos;m preduty although I am the queen of minor or today hay. Oops gtg hehehe&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;Posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/&quot;&gt;LiveJournal.app&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 12:47:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>musings</title>
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  <description>i haven&apos;t talked to myself lately. i have been having constant narrations inside my head but i never really talked to myself in a loooong time. i miss talking to myself. What have i been doing lately?...i&apos;m training...but that&apos;s it. what else is in my life? nothing. i barely get to talk with anyone else. i don&apos;t even know my purpose anymore. i don&apos;t know if what i&apos;m doing is what my heart is supposed to be doing. there&apos;s got to be more to life than this. i can&apos;t wait to know what will be the ending to my story ...probably that&apos;s why i went to the shrine of the our Lady of Manaoag last sunday...because i&apos;m lost. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss laughing out loud...i can&apos;t remember the last time i laughed with a friend so hard that i ended up in tears. i miss sharing inside jokes with my bessie. i miss having desserts and endless conversations about everything and nothing except work. i miss my 14 hugs...oh, how i wish i could get hugs from people i like everyday. sometimes i just would want to hug everyone....just to know i&apos;m alive and i am coexisting with other human beings. i&apos;m tired of being comforted by food and retail already.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m looking at the bright side now. im starting to find purpose again. but i still miss the laughter, the jokes, the hugs, the pointless conversations.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 29 Mar 2009 13:32:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>high school survey</title>
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  <description>&lt;div&gt;...yet again another survey...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1.)Ano sec. mo nung 1st year high school ka?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- St. Alphonsus&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;2) Eh nung 2nd yr?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- St. Peter&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;3) 3rd yr?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- St. Justin&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;4) 4th yr?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- St. Elizabeth Ann Seton (go SEAS! heheh)&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;5) Anong best year for you?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- I think 2nd year&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;6) Marami ka bang friends nun?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- Just the people in my class&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;7) San kau kumakain kapag lunch?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- At home..half day lang kami...pag may &amp;quot;balik&amp;quot; at Jollibee or Mabini Bakeshop heheh&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;8) San tumatambay after skul?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- 7-11 hehe&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;9) Lagi ka ba late pagmorning?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- I&apos;m always early&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;10) Nasuspend ka na ba?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- nope&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;11) Bakit?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- goody two shoes&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;12) Masaya ba pag foundation day?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- I guess...but I was kontrabida in highschool...ayaw ng kabaduyan yet baduy pa din hahah&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;13) Have you ever danced on stage?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- yep kadiri!&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;14) Nagka BF/GF ka ba nong HS?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- hindi&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;15) Sinong all time crush mo nun?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- si Grade 2 lang yata relevant...i think all the guys in my highschool are not cute&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;16) Would you go back sa HS?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- no&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;17) Ano lagi mong binibili sa canteen?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- Hi C grape juice and cheese pie&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;18) Overpricing ba ang canteen nyo?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- i think&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;19) Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- nope&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;20) You ever sang on stage pag may program?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- nope...&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;21) Fave subjects?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- computer...the best kasi prof ko dun eh&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;22) Nabagsak k n ba?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- nope&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;23) Feel mo ba malayo ang HS bldg till canteen?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- hindi...maliit lang school ko eh&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;24) Do you miss your school?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- not really&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;25) Sino pinaka dakila sa batch nyo?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- Si Chiqui hehe&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;26) Ano mga awards mo nun?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- kung anu anu lang &lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;27) Mga advisers mo?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- 1st yr- Ms. Cubilla&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;2nd yr- Mrs. Nepomuceno&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;3rd yr- Ms. Ramirez (yata??)&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;4th yr- Ms. Cubilla&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;28) Naging officer ka ba?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- hindi na yata&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;29) May nakaaway ka ba nun?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- di ko matandaan&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;30) Anong role mo pag foundation day?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- wala&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;31) Pinaka close mo nun?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- Si Gem and nallene&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;32) Pumasok ka ba sa CR ng opposite sex?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- nope, kadiri CR nila&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;33) nagreunion n ba kau?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- hindi pa...or hindi ako nakasama? i dont know hahah&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;34) may contact k p ba s knila?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- yep&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;35) ganu mo sila kmiz?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- sobra&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;36)may kinakainisan k bang ticher till now?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- wala na ngayon syempre&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;37) best thing na pinagTha2nk you mo from hi skul?&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div&gt;-- i met my friends there&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 29 Mar 2009 13:10:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>easy like Sunday Morning</title>
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  <description>Could this be another post from the sitcom girl??? Twice in a month?? I have spare time to write...yay!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to visit the Shrine of the Our Lady of Manaoag today. I went on my usual 12midnight trip, took the early morning mass, had &lt;br /&gt;breakfast, shopped for pasalubong (well, I didn&apos;t heheh), then took the bus home. I slept the whole time I was in the bus so I got to rest a bit...ayun. Why did I go to the shrine??? I don&apos;t know...I asked for guidance and just said &amp;quot;Hello&amp;quot; to the image...I like to think that the Virgin Mary and I have a special bond eh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The trip was just actually sort of an impulse, nagkaayaan lang kami nila Nina, and then Kryzia went with us. It really felt good going there...especially now that everything is not actually very peachy. Ayun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally, someone else I know is reading my LJ entries, aside from Liee...hehehe...I&apos;m not that pathetic anymore! Hahah...he told me madrama daw ako....nyak! nabasa nya siguro ang musings of the sitcome girl hehe....I&apos;m sleepy....again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have something to say to some people, and I hope when&amp;nbsp; they get to read this, they&apos;ll know it&apos;s them...or&amp;nbsp; not...i don&apos;t know...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- &apos;Wag ka magdamay ng pagka-bitter mo sa buhay...nakakasira ka ng araw ng iba...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- Get my number already!!! geez!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- I want a car...pleeeeaaaasssse.....pretty please with sugar on top....*bats lashes*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- You make me smile every time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- Finally!&amp;nbsp;I don&apos;t dream of seeing you anymore. hay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m duty again tomorrow...I&apos;m trying to be positive about it... I just hope hindi ko pasan ang daigdig tomorrow...I hope something good happens to me tomorrow...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t have anything to say anymore</description>
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  <lj:music>Paramore</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 15:08:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>finally, a post!</title>
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  <description>yes, i&apos;m still alive and kicking...unfortunately...suicidal again? nah, just feeling half alive lately....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kamusta naman ako???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- I got in at CMC&amp;nbsp;Surgery...I&apos;ve been a 1st year resident for almost 3 months now. I hate it!&amp;nbsp;hahah!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- I m getting over him. I never thought I&apos;d fall for someone who&apos;s so wrong for me (or anyone for that matter), even though some things and places still remind me of him, well, everything is getting easier. Now, when thoughts of him come, I can easily brush them off...good girl huh? ...and i like someone else now...hihihi...Uy, I admitted I fell for him...hahah! silly girl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- My attention span is getting shorter as we speak...I get bored easily now. I get impatient when I ask questions and they&apos;re not answered right away, or when my dentist takes so long to check out my metals, or when I&apos;m standing in line for something and it takes soooo long, or when my it takes a while for my nintendog to learn a new trick, or....I don&apos;t know. I must be getting old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- I don&apos;t want to give an impression that I&apos;m depressed right now...things just aren&apos;t as peachy as they&apos;re supposed to be but I&apos;m trying to look at the bright side. I&apos;m okay I guess. I&apos;ll be okay when I get to buy new Chucks or whatever hahah! retail therapy as substitute for my 14 hugs a day...gaaah!&amp;nbsp;how I miss the 14 hugs I used to get from everyone....people in my new hospital aren&apos;t into hugs...so sad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- I&apos;ve been missing everyone lately...my family, my bessie, my sisses, my bro and sisses from internship, my groupmates during clerkship, my board exam review buddies, my college and high school friends...sheesh!&amp;nbsp;I miss everyone!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- I have a lot of things to write about...silly and serious ones...but may be next time...hopefully soon...before my brain turns into useless mush.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 11:24:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>first day of the rest of my life...i hope so...</title>
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  <description>I started my pre-residency today. It was okay...not as scary as I thought it would...well, I&apos;m always like that--scared shitless. Now I&apos;m scared that I might not get in the program that I want...oh, I hope I do, i like it there already. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If I&apos;m fortunate enough to get in, it means that today is the first day of the rest of my life--wards, OR, waking up at 4:30 am everyday...hay. But it&apos;s okay, I like it...so far. heheh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;********&lt;br /&gt;i stopped thinking about you&lt;br /&gt;days passed that i don&apos;t remember your smile&lt;br /&gt;what happened today?&lt;br /&gt;the wind whispered your name&lt;br /&gt;every memory poured on me...&lt;br /&gt;i guess i never learned to forget.&lt;br /&gt;i miss you.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:37:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>emo joy</title>
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  <description>tears roll down their faces,&lt;br /&gt;eyes empty and longing&lt;br /&gt;would swear off their loved ones...&lt;br /&gt;but prayed for them to come back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;walking around with head down,&lt;br /&gt;blushing cheeks now pale&lt;br /&gt;would laugh with their friends and would promise to let go&lt;br /&gt;but would breakdown when darkness falls, holding on to sweet memories &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;girls with broken hearts, that&apos;s what they do&lt;br /&gt;never understanding what they&apos;ve been going through&lt;br /&gt;i just listen and secretly laugh at them being dramatic&lt;br /&gt;not aware of the pain they endure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...i&apos;ll never make fun of girls with broken hearts anymore.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 27 Aug 2008 12:50:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>survey survey survey! i missed these heheheh</title>
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  <description>Interview Me!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;#1&quot;&gt;1. Can you fill this out without lying?&lt;br /&gt;♥ i&apos;ll try&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;2. What&apos;s the last thing you put in your mouth?&lt;br /&gt;♥ water&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;3. Have you ever kissed anyone named Marge?&lt;br /&gt;♥ nope&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;4. Where was your default picture taken?&lt;br /&gt;♥ in caleruega&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;5. Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 21?&lt;br /&gt;♥ geoff&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;6. Can you play the piano?&lt;br /&gt;♥ a bit&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;7.when was Last time you walked further than a block?&lt;br /&gt;♥ kanina&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;8. Name someone that made you laugh today?&lt;br /&gt;♥ doc ken&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;9. When was the last time you saw number 6 on your top friends?&lt;br /&gt;♥ huh?&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;10. If you could move somewhere else, would you?&lt;br /&gt;♥ yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;11. Ever been kissed under fireworks?&lt;br /&gt;♥ i wish! baduy! hahaha&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;12. Which do you prefer, a kiss or a hug?&lt;br /&gt;♥ a really good hug&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;13. Do you believe exes can be friends?&lt;br /&gt;♥ no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;14. Do you prefer to call or text?&lt;br /&gt;♥ call&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;15. How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?&lt;br /&gt;♥ wala&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;16. When was the last time you cried really hard?&lt;br /&gt;♥ last sunday? hahaha drama queen!&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;17.Where were you thirty minutes ago?&lt;br /&gt;♥ kitchen&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;18. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?&lt;br /&gt;♥ my bed at joey&apos;s room&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;19. What was the last thing someone bought for you?&lt;br /&gt;♥ breakfast&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;20. When is your birthday?&lt;br /&gt;♥ January 18&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;21. Who took your profile picture?&lt;br /&gt;♥ the camera? heheh&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;22. Who was the last person you took a picture with?&lt;br /&gt;♥ kryzia, cel, and martin&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;23. Was yesterday better than today?&lt;br /&gt;♥ nah. they&apos;re pretty much the same&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;24. Can you live a day without TV?&lt;br /&gt;♥ yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;25. What are you listening to?&lt;br /&gt;♥ joey banging on the drums&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;26. Are you mad about anything?&lt;br /&gt;♥ yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;27. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?&lt;br /&gt;♥ i&apos;m starting to think no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;28. Where was the last time you were yesterday&lt;br /&gt;♥ huh?&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;29. Where do you wish you were right now?&lt;br /&gt;♥ in outer space or in an alternate universe&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;30. Are you a good or bad influence?&lt;br /&gt;♥ it depends....*evil laugh*&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;31. Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person?&lt;br /&gt;♥ it depends&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;32. What items can you not go without during the day?&lt;br /&gt;♥ water&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;33. Would you share a drink with a stranger?&lt;br /&gt;♥ no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;34. How do you feel about your life right now?&lt;br /&gt;♥&amp;nbsp; gaaaaaah!&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;35. Do you hate anyone?&lt;br /&gt;♥ yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;36. If we were to look in your phone msg folders, what would we find?&lt;br /&gt;♥ a lot of silly things&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;37. Anyone upset you lately?&lt;br /&gt;♥ yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;38. Last person you talked to on the phone?&lt;br /&gt;♥ si eyecandy hehehe&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;39. Can you easily tell if someone is fake?&lt;br /&gt;♥ yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;40. How&apos;s your heart?&lt;br /&gt;♥ like a raisin? ugly and dry wahahaha arte! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Interview me again!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;#2&quot;&gt;1.Where is the person you need most right now?&lt;br /&gt;= i have no idea&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;2. What&apos;s your middle initial?&lt;br /&gt;= G&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;3. What&apos;s your second name ?&lt;br /&gt;= none&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;4. Where are you now?&lt;br /&gt;= at home&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;5. Where will you be 12 hours from now?&lt;br /&gt;= at PRC?&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?&lt;br /&gt;= not yet&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;7.Where&apos;s your girlfriend/boyfriend at?&lt;br /&gt;= he doesn&apos;t exist yet heheh&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;8. Are you on a desktop or laptop?&lt;br /&gt;= laptop&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;9. Cry for no reason?&lt;br /&gt;= nope&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;10. Can you make yourself cry?&lt;br /&gt;= yes...crazy runs in the family hhehehe&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;11. What are you planning to do today?&lt;br /&gt;= to go to bed...tomorrow--get my license then parrrteeeeyyy! hehehe&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;12.Do you play any instrument?&lt;br /&gt;= a bit&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?&lt;br /&gt;= no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;14. What are your favorite colors?&lt;br /&gt;= red and white&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;15. Have you ever had your nails done?&lt;br /&gt;= yes&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;16. Where did you get the underwear your wearing ?&lt;br /&gt;= my cousin sent it to me&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;17. Do you get jealous easily?&lt;br /&gt;= not really&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;18. Last person talked on the phone with?&lt;br /&gt;= si eyecandy *choke*&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;19. Do you cry yourself to sleep?&lt;br /&gt;= no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;20. Are you easily confused?&lt;br /&gt;= no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;21. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?&lt;br /&gt;= hahahahahaha&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;22. What&apos;s your favorite kind of ice cream?&lt;br /&gt;= chocolate almond fudge!&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;23. Do you love to eat?&lt;br /&gt;= YES!&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;24. What makes you insecure?&lt;br /&gt;= i&apos;m not insecure about anything anymore hahahaah (suuuurrrre! yabang!)&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;25. Will you be having a GF/ BF in 2 months?&lt;br /&gt;= i think so, yes. hahaha (i&apos;m so funny hahaha)&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;26. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?&lt;br /&gt;= it&apos;s all natural&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;27. Do you like to mingle w/ other people?&lt;br /&gt;= no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;28. Where were you at 11pm last night?&lt;br /&gt;= my room&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;29. Do you fall for people easily?&lt;br /&gt;= no&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;30. Does everything happen for a reason?&lt;br /&gt;= yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid3&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;#3&quot;&gt;                       &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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