Cake: Cheesecakes, chocolate marjolaine, chocolate mousse, Mary Grace's chocolate cake
Pies: This pie at Fleur de liz make--thin crust, with chocolate base lining the crust and then fresh strawberries yummeh! banoffie pie
Pinoy: Leche flan and macapuno
Chocolates: all except white chocolates and the ones with mint or cinnamon
Icecream: chocolate almond fudge, chocolate truffles, strawberry
Crepes!
Cookies: chewy chocolate chip
Other Pastries: muffin- chocolate,blueberry, whatever hahah; coffee bun, Mary Grace's cheese bread...heck! all desserts
....oooh what else? I don't know..I can't think straight because my gastric juices are being secreted at a maximum level because I'm thinking of food! yay!....gotta have good dessert!
- Mood:
hungry
Someone just came and took our measurements for suits... Yep, you read it right... A suit! Grown up clothes! It's my first time getting a suit and I was asked certain questions that I don't know the answer to...like "what pocket you want for your pants?", "2 buttons or 3?" (referring to the blazer), "pants style? Blazer length? Length from the waist and crotch?" gaaah! I DON'T KNOW! I should've read on it first huh?? Everything was alien to me, not like Victor who knew what he wants. I watch in awe while he specified the particular style he wanted, heck, even the leg width etc... Wow! Oh, and the measurement itself wasn't a picnic! The tailor announced my measurements like it was an important public notice sheesh!!! It's so unfair that he has to take it on my premenstrual post sadness post pig out week phase hahah! I'm fat!! Geez!
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I don't know. I keep listening to Urbandub's Anthem for the past few days, maybe because I get it now. Heheh...Moving forward...I'm duty again tomorrow, hay...it's ok because Wednesday is a holiday. Sana it'll be just like last saturday. The highlight of my duty? When my bessie sent me a MMS heheh kakatuwa! Hay! I haven't seen her in a loooong time! Kakamiss! I also miss my arte girls... I think the last time we went out was 2months ago sheesh! It was fun though heheh..... Di bale, we'll go out again and I'll probably introduce them to my new friend heheh.... Hay! Bagal ng oras!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go home!!!!!!"
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Anthem
Urbandub
Album: Under Southern Lights
I’m mapping the routes to take
Preparing ways for quiet
and some proper conversation
when everything is seen so clearly now
I’d like to think
We can be honest with ourselves
Sleepless nights
When your memory consumed me
But they all have been long gone
I’m so much more
Than what you cared to see
You drove me away
Now I can move forward
Move forward
Missed chance and mistakes
How were we to know
That it would end when we began?
The times we’ve wasted
Will never return again
Sleepless nights
When your memory consumed me
Move forward
There’s no time and no name
Here for us now
I’m sorry but we’re much too late
Move forward
*****Sakto. Moving forward. Loved this song the first time I heard it, love it still.
- Location:surgery office
- Mood:
-- - Music:Anthem- Urbandub
maybe next time. my soul is tired.
- Location:my room
- Mood:
haaaaay - Music:sugarfree
- I commuted to work because it's Monday, color coding si papa
- while waiting for my OR, I listened to Fiona Apple's version of "Across the Universe" while looking out the window and watching the rain...nice emo moment! perfect soundtrack! hahah
- I had KFC for lunch, and the best part was it was free!
- I smiled a lot even though I really didn't feel like doing it
- Doc LIssa came to visit us at the office after her OB check-up...It was nice seeing her, I almost hugged her when I saw her heheh. She's blooming, one of the prettiest preggies I've seen
- I had iced coffee at Johnny's. It's been a long time since we last hanged out at Johnny's. There's nothing really special about the iced coffee there, but the time spent there, with the stories of laughter and heartbreak (heartbreak? may ganung stories ba?), that's what makes it wonderful.
- I thought I was going to have dinner with Gemenese. Heck, I can't even remember the last time I saw her. I was excited to catch up with her, and talk about life and Lola, my Godchild. But we had to reschedule (again) because Lola got sick...oh and it's raining cows and goats. I guess Jay and Silent Bob has to strike back next time.
- I took the jeep and FX home...I didn't take the cab because I wanted to walk in the rain hehehe
- I saw a monk. A real monk. He was wearing a brown smock/frock what ever you call it, complete with a hood and brown leather sandals...the only thing exceptional was that he was wearing blue jeans underneath heheh...I didn't know monks wear jeans.
- I loved the rain. Wait, I've always loved the rain. I get to think and write when it rains. I've written a lot of verses and stories during rainy days...I don't know why. Probably because it brings out memories, both sweet and sad, memories that happened on days when it wasn't raining.
- I shared my umbrella with a stranger, well, for a couple of minutes.
- I wanted hugs but didn't get any. pathetic little me.
- I am listening to Sugarfree songs. It reminds me of the good old days. Days of unrequited love, suitor treating you like a princess, endless conversations with my bestfriend, chasing crushes, allowance, nike presto sneakers, Fazoli's, rain jackets, gigs, rockstar tshirt...and the list goes on...far from well, today.
- I felt like writing.
- I realized today was special...everyday is special, but I just don't get to appreciate them everyday.
- I am grateful to Him, because He gave me another day. Praise Jah.
- Location:my room
- Mood:
... - Music:Sugarfree
flower.
I looked up and smiled, and there he was...
He'd hold my hand and won't let go
He'd give me butterfly kisses and I'd blush
His hug, the most comforting thing.
He carries my books and reads my journal
Listens to my music while he scratches his head.
To the sound of a perfect jam, we danced in the moonlight.
He hands me his hanky when I sneeze
Makes me roll with laughter when I'm sad
He never wanted to see me frown, because he said my smile makes his day.
But he never said how he felt.
I talked to a star, and asked for him to give me a flower.
A flower that will tell me how he felt. He never did.
Precious illusion, that's all he was. Just like the ones before him, and probably the one after him.
- Location:my room
- Mood: ...
- Music:sugarfree- dramachine album
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i just had my hair fixed today...now i think I look like a tooth again...or a lego girl...hahah! for anyone who's known me since my "sugarfree wrote the ost for my life story" days, my hair's been notorious for having a life of it's own...well, now it's dead, limp, volume-less...which is actually good for me since it still looks fairly "normal" on it's uber limp stage (my normal hair is afro-ish). ayun. i spent a good few hours in the salon din...i like going to the salon by myself because i get some alone time, not that i don't have enough, but also, i get to decide if I wanted to look like a tooth or a lollipop hahah! I also like seeing people coming in with messed-up hair, and leave with a new 'do...make over right in front of your eyes...tapos you get to judge if it's bagay or not heheh...
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sometimes i let people pick on me, sometimes i let them criticize the things i like and don't mind them at all....and sometimes i just get furious and tell them off...like care about what they think...they don't know better...heck! don't they know who i am?! huh! especially when it comes to my taste in music...eff talaga! wag na wag mapintasan ang music ko ha...sheesh!!! now i'm pissed!
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- Location:joey's room
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:blink 182 songs
A Little Less 16 Candles...- Fallout Boy: About a guy who's been given a lot chances by this girl, pero hari sya ng sablay.
Give It- Out Of Body Special: The ultimate ligaw song
Stellar- Incubus: the "this is it" song...my Bessie knows what I mean...hihihi
Pardon Me- Incubus: Pardon me while I burst into flames, I've had enough....
So Nice- Astrud Gilberto: Yes, yes...that'l be so nice
Hate that I love You- Rihanna: Was my song for a certain dork...hahah! shocks!
Kwentuhan, Telepono, Mariposa- Sugarfree: Parts of my College Soundtrack...minsan kanta ko pa din...*sigh*
Greatest View- Silverchair: no need to explain. lovely song.
Miss You Love- Silverchair: Emo!!! Reminds me of...highschool?? that old? grabe...kinikilig pa din ako everytime I hear this
Woman- Maroon5: Kasama to ng "Stellar"
- Location:living room
- Mood:
blah - Music:Paramore
"Burnout"- Sugarfree: no need to explain
" Insomnia"- Craig David: This song just reminds me of our latest arte night...reminds me of a good time
" Make You Smile"- Plus 44: my song. 'nuff said...
"A New Tattoo"- Urbandub: Used to be my song for this person. Now, it's just a good song.
"Digital Love"- Daft Punk: I love dancing to this song, and I love what it says.
"Bombtrack"- RATM: basta gusto ko to
"Ang Ating Araw"- Dicta License: It talks about hope,....e sisikat muli ang ating araw....totoo
...next time na nga....
Aia! It's been like this since Monday sheesh! Now it's localized at the right temporal area... Di naman siguro aneurysm to no? Hay gaaaaaaah!
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it's been a long time. i'm good. still whole. almost lost someone err something...but i was easily reminded it wasn't mine in the first place. oh well.
What have I been up to? I don't know.. All I know is I've been smiling a lot lately, and it's good for my soul. I finally have learned to be somewhat content with what I have...slowly learning to appreciate the things around me...but like any warm-blooded creature...of course I'll never be completely content.
I've been talking on the phone a lot lately and it's fun, kind of reminiscent of high school and early college days, the days when conversations were real, and call waiting and conferences matter because of uber telebabads. It's fun. Makes me smile.
Speaking of reminiscing... I live in my brother's room again (aka tatay's room)...I missed sleeping on the single pullout bed there. The room is pretty much the same, the bed still strategically placed just below the AC so when you lay there, you're face will be hit by the cool breeze of the AC. Sweet. I'm sure every friend who has slept over knows what I'm talking about...I sort of live there again because I rarely make it to my bed upstairs, especially when I'm from duty.
My song lately: "New" - No Doubt. No need to explain.
My baby pea pod got sick yesterday. Sinta said it's the "Black Screen of Death"...sakit sa puso. I was almost into tears when I realized it's batt wasn't drained, and there's still no screen display...blanko talaga ko...wala ako ibang maisip. It's a good thing Sinta calmed my nerves...well, a bit...it helps when your bestfriend knows about techie stuff talaga eh, and when she understands the feeling of panic over something being broken (kahit ang OA)...anyway, I immediately brought my baby to the power mac center...kahit na I was so tired from duty...it's like bringing your kid at the ER...that's how I felt...anyway, peapod just hanged...yun lang..I didn't feel silly bringing it to the mac center with the warranty papers etc...kahit na parang tanga...eh baby ko yun eh! Ayun. Hay shet.
ooh. it's late. i have to go to bed. i have a long day tomorrow. literally. can't wait 'til monday! (from duty na kasi nun)
3 libras and so sick's (fob version) been playing on my playlist a lot lately...it's like they're the only thing the shuffle picks up...weirrrrrd.
- Location:my room
- Mood:
awake - Music:3 libras- a perfect circle
1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
wala
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
yes
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
tequila i think
4. What was your FIRST job?
as a physician- residency agad
5. What was your FIRST car?
none yet =(
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
Daniel
7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
myself, because i had a terrible abdominal pain
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Ms. Lee
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Sa airport hahaha
10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
Ruby, my childhood bestfriend...di na gaano
11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
Ate Cindy's
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Si Millie...nagrounds kasi ako sa 2b
13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
Ate Arlynn's I guess
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Brushed my teeth
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
The Moffatts hahahaha
16. What was the FIRST record/tape/CD you bought?
with my ow money?? Greenday Dookie tape
17. FIRST hospitalization?
4th or 5th grade because of high fever
18. FIRST foreign country you've been to?
sadly, wala pa
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
oh, i don't know...never ending story?
20. When was your FIRST detention?
di uso yun sa Pinas...pinapalabas ka lang ng classroom...1st grade! hahaha notorious!
21. What did you do with your FIRST paycheck?
spent it on food and a pair of shoes
22. When was the FIRST time you rode on a jeep?
gradeschool
23. Your FIRST social networking site?
mRIC or ICQ? counted ba un? hahaha...friendster
24. Who FIRST invited you to Facebook?
Liee
pictures!
worth it ang night out....I was sooo guilty to eat yesterday because of last Saturday, grabe! Transfat! hahahah
- Location:living room
- Mood:
heheh - Music:ratm- live and rare album
Brownie cheesecake...that's what I'm tripping on right now here at five cows while waiting for "the dears". Mukhang matatagalan pa sila coz Pwlo's still at work... Kesa mapagod ako kakalakad eh I decided to chill here. I'm so gonna ruin my appetite for dinner! I have yet to find out how many calories is there in a serving of brownie cheesecake...or not!!!! Ignorance is bliss baby! Hahah!
Dapat siguro umuwi na lang muna ko kanina no? That way, I don't have to walk around lugging all my things with me. Hay. But it's all good. I'm sure the wait is worth it since I'll be hanging out with good friends in a while
Oh goodie! Globe just gave me 50php worth of free load! Sweet!
Grabe, so this what happens if you have Intertnet access everywhere... Post galore hahah! My mind is empty now.... Well, not really... I just don't have anything in mind that I want or willing to share.
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Finally! It's Saturday! I've been looking forward to this day since Monday when Bessie and I planned her month-long late birthday dinner. The week seemed long last Monday but when Thursday came and I made it through the morbidity and mortality conference in one piece, everything just flew by so fast! Lovely! I have a lot of things to look forward to today....I'll finally have a trodat (another long overdue stuff), I'll be able to go out and have fun, and the week is over! yay! I really don't care if I'm on duty tomorrow, all I care about now is to have fun and how I'm gonna fix my "surgical cap" hair hahah!
Hay...I'm starving...what to eat??
I also hope I'm not gonna spend a lot of money coz I already have none heheh
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Here I am right in the middle of endorsement.....POSTING ON MY LJ!!! Hehehe. I couldn't care less coz I'm preduty although I am the queen of minor or today hay. Oops gtg hehehe
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- Location:Cmc
- Mood:Haaaaaaaaay
i miss laughing out loud...i can't remember the last time i laughed with a friend so hard that i ended up in tears. i miss sharing inside jokes with my bessie. i miss having desserts and endless conversations about everything and nothing except work. i miss my 14 hugs...oh, how i wish i could get hugs from people i like everyday. sometimes i just would want to hug everyone....just to know i'm alive and i am coexisting with other human beings. i'm tired of being comforted by food and retail already.
i'm looking at the bright side now. im starting to find purpose again. but i still miss the laughter, the jokes, the hugs, the pointless conversations.
- Location:my room
- Mood: contemplative
- Music:smashing pumpkins: 1979
...yet again another survey...
1.)Ano sec. mo nung 1st year high school ka?
1.)Ano sec. mo nung 1st year high school ka?
-- St. Alphonsus
2) Eh nung 2nd yr?
-- St. Peter
3) 3rd yr?
-- St. Justin
4) 4th yr?
-- St. Elizabeth Ann Seton (go SEAS! heheh)
5) Anong best year for you?
-- I think 2nd year
6) Marami ka bang friends nun?
-- Just the people in my class
7) San kau kumakain kapag lunch?
-- At home..half day lang kami...pag may "balik" at Jollibee or Mabini Bakeshop heheh
8) San tumatambay after skul?
-- 7-11 hehe
9) Lagi ka ba late pagmorning?
-- I'm always early
10) Nasuspend ka na ba?
-- nope
11) Bakit?
-- goody two shoes
12) Masaya ba pag foundation day?
-- I guess...but I was kontrabida in highschool...ayaw ng kabaduyan yet baduy pa din hahah
13) Have you ever danced on stage?
-- yep kadiri!
14) Nagka BF/GF ka ba nong HS?
-- hindi
15) Sinong all time crush mo nun?
-- si Grade 2 lang yata relevant...i think all the guys in my highschool are not cute
16) Would you go back sa HS?
-- no
17) Ano lagi mong binibili sa canteen?
-- Hi C grape juice and cheese pie
18) Overpricing ba ang canteen nyo?
-- i think
19) Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?
-- nope
20) You ever sang on stage pag may program?
-- nope...
21) Fave subjects?
-- computer...the best kasi prof ko dun eh
22) Nabagsak k n ba?
-- nope
23) Feel mo ba malayo ang HS bldg till canteen?
-- hindi...maliit lang school ko eh
24) Do you miss your school?
-- not really
25) Sino pinaka dakila sa batch nyo?
-- Si Chiqui hehe
26) Ano mga awards mo nun?
-- kung anu anu lang
27) Mga advisers mo?
-- 1st yr- Ms. Cubilla
2nd yr- Mrs. Nepomuceno
3rd yr- Ms. Ramirez (yata??)
4th yr- Ms. Cubilla
28) Naging officer ka ba?
-- hindi na yata
29) May nakaaway ka ba nun?
-- di ko matandaan
30) Anong role mo pag foundation day?
-- wala
31) Pinaka close mo nun?
-- Si Gem and nallene
32) Pumasok ka ba sa CR ng opposite sex?
-- nope, kadiri CR nila
33) nagreunion n ba kau?
-- hindi pa...or hindi ako nakasama? i dont know hahah
34) may contact k p ba s knila?
-- yep
35) ganu mo sila kmiz?
-- sobra
36)may kinakainisan k bang ticher till now?
-- wala na ngayon syempre
37) best thing na pinagTha2nk you mo from hi skul?
-- i met my friends there
I went to visit the Shrine of the Our Lady of Manaoag today. I went on my usual 12midnight trip, took the early morning mass, had
breakfast, shopped for pasalubong (well, I didn't heheh), then took the bus home. I slept the whole time I was in the bus so I got to rest a bit...ayun. Why did I go to the shrine??? I don't know...I asked for guidance and just said "Hello" to the image...I like to think that the Virgin Mary and I have a special bond eh.
The trip was just actually sort of an impulse, nagkaayaan lang kami nila Nina, and then Kryzia went with us. It really felt good going there...especially now that everything is not actually very peachy. Ayun.
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Finally, someone else I know is reading my LJ entries, aside from Liee...hehehe...I'm not that pathetic anymore! Hahah...he told me madrama daw ako....nyak! nabasa nya siguro ang musings of the sitcome girl hehe....I'm sleepy....again.
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I have something to say to some people, and I hope when they get to read this, they'll know it's them...or not...i don't know...
-- 'Wag ka magdamay ng pagka-bitter mo sa buhay...nakakasira ka ng araw ng iba...
-- Get my number already!!! geez!
-- I want a car...pleeeeaaaasssse.....pretty please with sugar on top....*bats lashes*
-- You make me smile every time.
-- Finally! I don't dream of seeing you anymore. hay.
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I'm duty again tomorrow...I'm trying to be positive about it... I just hope hindi ko pasan ang daigdig tomorrow...I hope something good happens to me tomorrow...
******
I don't have anything to say anymore
- Location:living room
- Mood: calm
- Music:Paramore
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